Jenny explains it very well along with the other guest on the Larry King Show. She remembers getting in touch with the show after seeing a guest talking about autism and could relate to what was being said.  She had been through all of this with her son and wanted so desperately to get her story out there. Her anxiety, PTSD and having learning difficulties stopped her. While she was put on hold having these unbelievable feeling taking over her body. She stated shaking her throat was closing up felt she couldn't breathe and put the phone down. Didn't realize at the time she was having a panic attack. Childhood trauma

She would have many of them because at the time she was terrified of the dark, thank goodness she isn't anymore. This happened again when she thought she should get in touch with the Oprah show having people tell her she needed share her story. it was too difficult didn't like having the emphasis put on her made her very uncomfortable. She thinks there was another reason as well being an empath picking up energies she didn't want. 

She also didn't want to put her son out there autism was viewed differently and many didn't understand this syndrome back then. Even some teachers had treated her son terrible. Oh yes her mama bear came out it was horrible what her son went through. She felt it deep in her soul and had to protect him no matter what because she knew what that felt like.  Leave our children the innocent ones along that's all she is going to say for now.